down to 21 days till i leave for seoul
i don’t think i’m dealing with this very well cause i haven’t been able to sleep without tossing and turning and thinking about all the things i’ve yet to take care of here for at least a good hour. of course i’m excited to go, but at the same time i feel like i’m not ready to leave everything behind just yet. but even if i were given more time, i don’t think i’d ever feel 100% ready
this happens every time — all my emotions and anxieties build up higher and higher till it’s time to say goodbye at the airport and then it all comes out. but as soon as i get on the plane, i’m fine and ready to go haha
i just hope i’ll be fine this time, knowing that i’ll be going for at least 4 years instead of a few months
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"THANK HEAVEN FOR DEVON" Nylon March 2002
We have all regretted things we have done. It’s in the past so let it be. After all, life is too wonderful to be living in a pool of regrets. We are living in the present right now and we are busy drawing up a wonderful future.
Be happy, don’t let your past bring you down.